If you are not able to love yourself then check the SELF which you think as YOU, is it actually you or it is just a fake self and your original self is burried deep inside the layers long time back.
We can experience ecstacy and thrill of loving self with only our original self, never with our fake self.
This ATMA BODH is starting of the most beautiful journey.
Self is always most beautiful. God comes to play here in human form.